I would say I am not constantly living in sin, but I confess that I sin everyday.
For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge.
Whether it’s a wicked thought or an ungodly word spoken to/ said about someone or a sinful act committed, sin is sin!
I recount it all and am disappointed, heartbroken, disgusted & angered by my conduct, the lack of love I show God & how much I disrespect Him.
All I can do is claim the blood of Christ & ask Him to cleanse me again & again, as many times as it takes.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity.
Sometimes, I get scared that one day, God will have enough of my sins and that’ll be it. Salvation gone!
Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.
Of course, it’s not healthy to think that way. It’s not even true in terms of Scriptures. I just humbly ask the Lord to restore me everytime.
Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.
Forgive me Lord, no matter how many times I screw up, because I’m afraid I’ll keep screwing up till the very end.
In Jesus Name!Thank Sri 🙂